thanks, Weltkriegpally. I may take your advice and use a cryptic sword, but i am trying hard to put style over all, so i can't use a shield. i wish i could dual equip a long sword and a small knife (like a tonto) id even settle for a long sword and a claw, but i can't do either. it may be kind of stupid, but this is a fun build, so i'll either swing a big 2 hander or use a cryptic and no shield. ideally it'll be a "Venom Zealot" with no mercs, no shadows, no metal armor... again we're going style over effectiveness
if i start to like it but really get my posterior handed to me, i may concede and use either a stormshield or a whistans. in the meantime ill keep searching for an assassin zeal table