The return of Zabo's random crap!! Well it's been about 2 months since Ive posted anything I've written, so what the hell!! Also curious to see what people think, so if you have a moment after reading, by all means, VOTE! -zabo- Wipe your blood on the ferns Some people just never learn Selfish *****es should wait their turn Loathing is what they earn I wish I could be around Never thought I could be this far down I scream but it doesnt make a sound Attempts failed, I cant be found Depths of sorrow are so vast I gotta stop living in the past I think the worst has passed This better be the last Watched my dreams combust Every hope turned to dust You no longer have my trust My anger is not unjust Blinded by pain, life is fading Memories lost, faces unfamiliar Grasp on life, slipping into nothingness Death's cold hand creeps ever closer Praying for a swift end, death welcomed Every breath another battle Refusal to admit defeat Looking ahead, optimistic for tomorrow Pleas for an end, ring out in the distance Ignored by physicians, greed runs them The forboding journey home creeps closer Foolish attempts to help, bring her sorrow Wishing for an end to the torture Where is the humanity in the spiral of pain? Frustration rising, anger boiling Kindness drifting, patience crumbling Fears realized, hopes soaring Lost in the catacombs of animosity Break down the walls, no more of this Every day another trial Reaching my breaking point Loathing against the innocent Rage fills me, blood stains the walls Ending this petty existance Kindness cowers beneath this anger Trampled by ill intentions Inflicting pain, the only release Losing the will to maintain control Next casualty is my empty soul Engulfed by the fear of failure How many times must I condemn myself Sorrow is a burden, look for another way Hopes soar higher, maybe everything will be fine Dreams destroyed, engulfed by the flame The way to sanity, forever lost Does anyone care that I'm not there? Efforts are wasted, I am useless My soul sliced, scarred for eternity My wounds bleed for all to see.