I really, really need help...... this is turning into a very, very serious problem, please help me about 2 months, 3 months ago I was prescribed Adderall, for those of you who don't know, it's an ADD medication. It's supposed to calm you down and relax you. I started taking it, and I loved it, loved it so much, it made me feel......so happy. I'd talk to people, be social, clean, do homework, and such. I never have motivation to do anything when I'm not on addarrel, like I have no life in me....I felt like a person. now theres a problem though, I'm addicted to it, I can't stand it, I still get the happy feeling but it's not as long and it makes me take more. I was scheduled a 30-day prescription on the 25th of January, now it's the 3rd of February. I only have 9 left...I promised myself to stop on Monday, just my regular one in the morning, and that was it starting Tuesday. I took 120mg's yesterday (tuesday) which is 4x more then my reccomended dosage (the max prescribed dosage) and about 70mg's over the Overdose dosage. I didn't even feel sick or anything though, just happy.....I promised myself again today, I still feel like I can do it. But I know as soon as I walk in the house I'll take one. Someone please help me, I can't stand it anymore. I was up till 4:45am last night and woke up at 7am. I haven't eaten since yesterday morning, and all I had was a bagel and cream cheese, I just don't know what to do......anyone?