How do you handle things that are final? After two years, today Steve came to pick Samara up without the "permanent" bracelet I got for him years ago. Even after two years..that little thing upset me. I wish he would have done this much earlier. It would have been so much easier if he just would have done that little thing 2 years ago. I guess this is the final dissolution of our relationship. Even though I would not want to be with him again..to see something that meant so much at one time gone really hurts. Why does a little thing like that hurt? We have been apart for so long and I never gave him a second thought. We are still friends..he helps me with Linux and I let him see Sam whenever he wants. We email all the time. I don't love him. Why do I feel so sad?